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1. Living hell. It makes you go crazy. Anxiety and depression takes over soon after something triggers you.
You over think every situation-whether you should do this? Whether you have done something bad and don’t remember? What if you have done something? What would have happened if I did this? Will I ever get out of this? Can you ever hurt somebody in a gruesome way?
1. It’s the most amazing pile of beautiful misery to grace the hell of my divine existence! When your good, things are FANTASTIC! the other %80 of the time is spent trying to prevent your (percieved) justifiable suicide.
1. Borderline Personality Disorder isn’t being cute and ‘clingy’ and ‘adorably needy’. Being with (romantic or otherwise) someone with BPD isn’t akin to taking care of a pet. BPD isn’t an ‘aw it’s so endearing that they need me so badly’ type of thing.
BPD is a mental illness that is a conglomeration of several different tendencies and it’s not easy to diagnose. You don’t just decide you have it, just like you don’t decide you’re depressed because you had a bad day, or you don’t decide you’re bipolar because your mood changes quickly sometimes. Believe me, you don’t want it.
The first thing to understand about people suffering from BPD is that they experience emotions on a nuclear level.
Sometimes, this is beautiful – because when they feel love, they feel an extraordinary amount of it.
