Okay so I’m actually lost for words for this…. but I’ve been seeing this guy, we’ve met about 7 times i wanna say?, and it’s moved quickly like we like each other’s company etc.
Went out for some drinks did some shopping then took a stroll by the river. We are walking and three boys come up to us on bikes (they must have been around 17/18 years old) and ask him if he does drugs etc and he keeps saying no and keeps walking. One of the guys then starts getting agitated and says give me your bag and he replies no. He starts to get more aggressive saying give me your bag don’t mess with us etc and i’m standing there like
Next thing I know he RUNS OFF AND LEAVES ME WITH THE GUYS….. when I tell you I was shook I was standing there like a sardine like wtf!! The guys who tried to mug him are like wow he just ran off and left you how embarrassing and leave me to go and look for him. They didn’t mug me. I feel really fucking strange about it all and kinda disappointed in him… like he left ME (5”3 girl) I can’t defend myself and he left me in such a vulnerable situation – I could have been taken advantage of so easily!!
Anyway he texts me saying I’m so sorry I didn’t have a choice, I’ve seen those guys before they wouldn’t mug a girl I had to run off etc…. but HOW does he know that. He is 6ft, skinny like he full on left me. Now I don’t want to have expectations that a guy should protect me blah blah cause he must of been scared to, like he doesn’t wanna get mugged but I feel like there was so many other things he could have done than LEAVE ME with them. We are both 19 so young and I’m sure he was scared but how can he just leave me.
Honestly I’m cringed out and don’t wanna see him again but is it wrong for me to do that… like I feel like he should have stayed with me? I didn’t feel protected by him and it sucks… what should I do?
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Theodore Lee is the editor of Caveman Circus. He strives for self-improvement in all areas of his life, except his candy consumption, where he remains a champion gummy worm enthusiast. When not writing about mindfulness or living in integrity, you can find him hiding giant bags of sour patch kids under the bed.